My mother always told me she named me Rebecca to call me Becca, but no one ever called me that, and Im just Becky. In my 25yrs I have been through my fair share of hard times, but I have learned to move on and let them make me stronger. Because after all, if I would'nt have gone through all I did, I would not be who I am, and I'm sure I wouldnt not be where I am today. I am permanently sweet at heart, that is unless you bring unnecessary drama into my life, then I can be a total bitch. Your approval isn’t needed, I am my own person; like me or don’t. I may act like a total blonde sometimes, but its all an act, I have a brain, I just choose when to use it. I have almost 3 year old tornado of a son. He is 1/3 of my life, and I cant even remember what I would do with out him. No matter what I have done wrong in my life, Austin is everything I have ever done right. I just had a wonderful baby girl on March 23rd 2010, Miss Rilee Mae, and she is another 1/3 of my heart and life. People always say that when you have a family of your own you will understand, they were more than right. Every time I look at my children I see my heart running around. I never really knew love until I held them in my arms. I didnt think it would be possible for me to find love again, or that I would let down the walls I built. But out of a horrible situation came the most amazing love I could have ever asked for. He never gave up on me, and most importantly he saved me. When he kisses me the whole world stops, and my heart beats slower and faster all at the same time. He is more than I could ever begin to ask for. I love you Dave. Best friends don’t have to live next to you, or even in the same state. True friendship isn’t about being inseparable; its about being apart and everything remaining the same, With out my Rosi I would have went insane 4 years ago. But she keeps me as sane as possible, and has been there supporting me through the hard last few years. You’re my bestie forever Rosi! One day when we are old and wrinkly, we will be tearing up the nursing home in our hot pink wheelchairs! [and I cant wait!!] My family keeps me sane and insane at the same time. Without them I wouldn’t have anything, and I am beyond grateful for everything they have done and will continue to do. We might drive each other up the walls, but we do it with love.